"For this reason I remind you to fan into flame
the gift of God, which is in you through the
laying on of my hands. For God did not give us a
spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love
and of self-discipline" (2 Tim. 1:6-7).
This is a simple little scripture with a lot of
power. Timothy was a disciple of Paul who had gone
on the missionary trail and traveled with him.
Paul had ministered to Timothy, discipled him,
raised him up, poured his life into him, laid his
hands on him, and sent him off into ministry.
Paul had invested so much in Timothy and knew him
so well, that when he began to see some problems
he said, "Timothy, you've lost the edge. You had
it! I know you did. I saw it in you. Now Timothy,
you need to stir yourself up. You need to fan the
flame!"
The King James Version says Paul told Timothy to
stir up the gift of God. He wasn't telling him to
ask God to stir it up or for God to fan the flame.
God already put the gift and the fire in Timothy,
but it was dying down and he just needed to get it
going again. We've got to work at making sure our
fire doesn't die down. We've got to make sure we
don't get stale. We're not to pray, "Lord, give me
more fire!" He's already given us the fire! He's
already placed the gift within us.
I remember learning how to light the charcoal fire
on the barbecue when I was a teenager. Now when my
dad or mom did it, it looked real easy. I thought,
"You just squirt the lighter fluid on the coals
and light them." So I would squirt the stuff on,
light it, and expect to go out there in about a
half hour and find glowing coals. But when I'd go
back out and check it, it was dead.
"Well, I better light it again." So I'd squirt the
stuff on, light it again, come out in a half hour
- still not lit. "Stupid thing, what's wrong with
this stuff? I know it was raging when I left." So
I'd keep squirting and lighting, squirting and
lighting.
Are we like that? "Whoo, we've got the fire! Boy,
did we have church!" for about ten seconds after
service. Then we go home, turn on the TV, and by
the next day we wonder what's happened. Paul said,
"You gotta fan that flame."
After years of practice, I know I need to blow
some air on that charcoal or fan it to keep it
going and make it stronger and stronger and hotter
and hotter. I used to think, You blow on fire and
it'll put it out. After all, you blow on a match
and it goes out, so why not the whole thing? But
on the contrary, when you blow on it the oxygen
feeds the fire.
You don't ever want to put your meat on the grill
until those coals are glowing red hot. If you put
the meat on there before it's glowing hot, the
fire will probably go out. Then your food is
halfway done and if you try to fan the flame, you
just get ashes all over the place. It's pretty
nasty!
I wonder if that's how we are sometimes. We go
through the Christian life sort of half-lit. Then
when we find ourselves in a desperate situation we
say, "Oh God, please make up for all the times I
didn't pray or read my Bible," and we blow and
blow and ashes start going everywhere. Does that
sound like you?
We need to be passionately fanning those coals
until they're hot and glowing - till we have a
raging fire - and then keep fanning them. Then
we've got the edge. We don't have just a little
bit of an experience, we've got a glowing,
inner-fervor that will not die. And people will
see it in our eyes, our countenance, and our
lifestyle.
How do you do this? Pray without ceasing and
listen to the Holy Spirit at all times, especially
when it comes to developing the gifts and talents
- spiritual and natural - God has given you. The
Holy Spirit is that mighty rushing wind who keeps
the fire burning. He's the One who shows you what
to do and when with those gifts and talents.
Sticking close to Him is a major key to keeping
the edge
Go for the glow!
What gifts has God placed inside of you that you
need to stir up?